Cancer. Nobody likes the word. It makes many cringe. Others run far away. No one has a good connotation of cancer.
Tell someone that you or a loved one have been diagnosed with cancer and the conversation immediately stops. People either don’t know what to say, or they trip over themselves saying the wrong thing. In either case, what they really want is to somehow make the conversation less uncomfortable.
That’s just it. There’s nothing comfortable about cancer. It invades. It quietly sneaks in unaware and permeates and infiltrates not just your physical body but every aspect of your life becomes affected by it. Cancer uproots the normal and exchanges it for broken, infested, and ravaged.
Cancer shakes our very foundation and leaves us scrambling for stability. Even after the cancer has been treated, there’s always the question and concern about its potential return.
Here’s something I’ve learned on the cancer journey: we can believe God for the healing, but we often still have to do the work of treatment—surgery, chemotherapy, and/or radiation.
Cancer steals. Cancer kills. Cancer destroys.
Scripture says, “The thief comes only to steal, kill, and destroy, but I have come that they might have life and have it to the full” (John 10:10). That thief, our enemy, might as well be nicknamed cancer.
Cancer is defined as 1) malignant tumor, 2) illness caused by tumor, 3) fast-spreading bad phenomenon, 4) gradual destruction. That sure sounds like the enemy to me.
Walking through this cancer journey has not been easy. In fact, often times, it has been down right hard. It’s been exhausting to fight to regain what has been stolen, killed, and destroyed within us, from our family, and in our day to day experience. It has brought more questions than answers, and tested us with a faith walk to trust like none other.
Yet, while I’ve been busy as a caregiver for a cancer patient on more than one occasion, I’ve watched others in their journey. Some fight and show cancer who is boss, while others resign themselves that “what will be will be.”
While I’ve sat and waited in doctor’s offices, hospital rooms, and chemotherapy infusion suites, I have reflected on the definition of cancer, it begs the question, “Who of us isn’t infected with ‘cancer’ of some kind?” Oh we may not call it that, but each of us has a “fast-spreading phenomenon” or “gradual destruction”: Bitterness. Resentment. Anger. Unforgiveness. Jealousy. Addiction. Selfishness. Etc.
Just as in the case of a medically diagnosed cancerous condition, we all need God to remove, restore, and make us clean but we still have to do the work: forgiving, repenting, renewing…
“Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a huge crowd of witnesses to the life of faith, let us strip off every weight that slows us down, especially the sin that so easily trips us up. And let us run with endurance the race God has set before us” (Hebrews 12:1).
As I go through today, and every day, my prayer is that He would create a new, cancer-free heart within me.
“Hide your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquities. Create in me a clean heart, O God, and renew a right spirit within me.” (Psalm 51:10)
Because of Him,
Dr. Michelle Bengtson
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You are a courageous fighter, Michelle. Makes me smile. Your life and ministry have become a beautiful place of restoration and infusion. May healing waters continue to flow through you and engulf your family.
I admire you so much, Michelle. This is a wise way of looking at our own hearts. Thank you for your words of encouragement. Visiting from #coffeeforyourheart
Oh Michelle, you are so right – we all have it inside of us in different forms – may the cry of our hearts be create in my a clean heart oh God. I am sorry you have to walk this journey, and that it has been difficult. I am standing with you in prayer asking God to eradicate the cancer and heal! blessed to be your neighbor at #SpiritualSundays & #FreshMarketFriday & #Faith&Friends & #DanceWithJesus & finally over at #FaithFilledFriday — Again, wow, we must have been on the computer at the same time this morning! Love ya friend.
thanks for linking up with #TuneInThursday this week. Sorry for my delay in stopping by, it has been a busy week 🙂
Such a great post. I have written down all the scripture references for my journal. Prayers to you and your family. Thanks for sharing at #HomeMattersParty
So true… We are all messed up whether we have cancer labeled on us or not!
I am reading this freshly involved in the sacred journey you are walking, my dear Michelle, and I have watched you not waste any of the pain you have experienced because in the midst of it you continue to touch other people with HOPE, with LOVE, with the JOY that comes from Jesus within your heart and life. I have learned a lot walking with you these past months through prayer and love; through reading your posts and watching your Hope-Filled Perspectives done, as you hurt deeply, through the power of the Holy Spirit. Your message is profound because you speak from a position of authority not only as THE Doctor but also as THE Patient. Your words and actions carry much weight and lift up the name of JESUS continually. Thank you for sharing your life, the real one, with all of us. I love you and will never cease to pray for you!!!